Patriotic life.

I'm in this whole triathlon, i've been through a few of it. But i can't seem to reach the finish line and be with my companions. I'm not weak nor am i slow. I'm taking baby steps to catch up and persevere to the very end together with all of them. I've been running, swimming, cycling and pacing myself to catch up to all of them but every time i try, i falter and broke down into pieces. Like i say, i'm not weak nor am i slow. I'm progressing and improving and never giving up my hope to catch up to all of them. I'll continue running, running and run till i reach all of them. That's when i'll be able to say, "finally, we are equals. and we are going to win the triathlon together". It's not about them, the ones in front of me who are at fault, why should they be in the first place. The faultiest person is the person running to catch them. Sometimes, running away from reality is the only way he could feel free. Free to not care and be ashamed of how his countless tries of agony to catch up with his companion won't bother him. Like i say, as soon as i'm right on track, right on target with them, then i'll sprint. SPRINT TOGETHER WITH ALL OF THEM! I'm happy for all who has finish the race and enjoying the triumph. I'm happy to oblige to your victory but i have a path, a route far longer to catch up. I'm taking baby steps like i said. Pacing myself to catch up.